I cannot even express how sexist I feel it is that I have had to fight over and over again with pieces of his estate because he took my...

I have previously stated in other blog posts that Randy and I went into our relationship where we were prepared for me to go first. He...

The first week in February is always a very difficult week for my family. on February 3, 2015 Grandma died. on February 5, 2001 Grandpa...

Going into this relationship, Randy was prepared to be the widower. He knew that time with me could be limited and he didn't care. I...

I am sure you can imagine how many times I have heard this statement in the past 3 months. For the first two weeks, I was surrounded and...

I have this flaw that I seem to be the only one within my circle that has. I realize I am calling it a flaw even though right now, it's...

I think it is a real possibility that at 31, I have completely forgotten how to take care of myself or function properly. I go to the...

I want to give you an opportunity to ask any questions that you may have! Please submit any question about our relationship, our...

I have hit a point where I honestly and truly do not know how to answer the stupid question that you know the person should very well...

When you lose your spouse, your whole world as you know it now has forever changed. Your beating heart is completely destroyed. The...

Today I want to share a list of questions that you should ask your spouse before they pass away. These are difficult conversations but...

I have to say without a shadow of a doubt that the night is by far the worst time for me. Every night I would lay next to Randy and he...

It's a common phrase that you've probably heard many, many times. Grieving people do it more often than they realize. I do it more than I...

I've received a few messages regarding my blog and one of the things I heard is that they enjoyed hearing stories of our relationship....

**PROCEED WITH CAUTION** I'm going to place a disclaimer here that this particular blog is not for children as it will contain sensitive...

I have probably lost count of the amount of times I have urged people to count their blessings and to not take their loved ones for...

Do you ever get overwhelmed by the daily things you have to do, realizing you have to do them every single day for the rest of your life?...

Sometimes I just feel like my mind is playing the most epic tricks on me. There's literally no other way to explain it. Sometimes I...

Some people wonder what they can say or should say in a situation where someone has lost someone. I would like to share with you some...

I have vented/cried to family and/or friends about the unhelpful things that have been said to me in the midst of losing Randy. These...