A. MacDonaldJan 16, 20202 min readToday's TripToday's post is a little later but I felt like it would be worth it. Today I had a scheduled appointment that would put a piece of Randy...
A. MacDonaldJan 15, 20202 min readYoung Widow/Widower Support GroupLast night, I attended a "young" widow/widower support group. I don't think I will be going back. I suppose I was under the impression...
A. MacDonaldJan 14, 202012 min readThose Last DaysDISCLAIMER: Included in this blog are photos that will provide visuals of the progression of how he looked in those final days. I will...
A. MacDonaldJan 13, 20206 min readFaithI met my husband on Christian mingle. Yes, it does actually work! I met him 3 days into my membership and we would joke that I needed a...
A. MacDonaldJan 12, 20204 min readIt Should Have Been MeWhen I first met Randy, I did everything within my power to push him away. I didn't try to push him away because I didn't want him but...
A. MacDonaldJan 11, 20203 min readGut PunchI was not blessed with a long life with my husband. I used to tell him that I wish I could go back in time so that I could find him...
A. MacDonaldJan 10, 20203 min readNo, You Aren't Weird-It's NormalI cannot tell you how many times I have felt like my actions or behaviors in the wake of my husband are psychotic. I am going to share...
A. MacDonaldJan 9, 20205 min readPiece Of Our StoryToday, I would love to share with you a piece of our story. I feel this piece is very important and it's honestly one of my favorite...
A. MacDonaldJan 8, 20203 min readBetrayal of promisesWithout a doubt, I was the person that my husband loved most in the world. He never made that fact to be a secret. He also said numerous...
A. MacDonaldJan 7, 20202 min readTrustOne of the things I have had to learn the hard way is that not everyone has your best interests at heart. You cannot trust everyone; that...
A. MacDonaldJan 6, 20201 min read2 yearsToday should have been a day where I would be celebrating 2 years together with my husband. Instead, it's a harsh reality that it is 2...
A. MacDonaldJan 6, 20204 min readThe MomentLet's be honest for a minute; NO ONE goes into a marriage thinking about the moment when their life can forever change. No one thinks...